I'm Over The Hump

i wrote about it a couple days ago but the adorable one mentioned it to me again at lunch today--i'm happy. i am no longer that person at work that gossips about things i've heard. i am not in any drama or pissed off at anybody. it's like i finally found where i'm supposed to be, i'm doing good work, and i like it.

unlike the toxic waste dump, i don't dread going to work, i don't wonder if it's going to be my last day, and i don't live in a constant state of paranoia. it's taken me almost two years, yes, two years to make it to this point. there were numerous times i slide backwards and stumbled, but i finally got out of my own way and made it over the hump.

damn, it feels good.