I Can't Explain It

but i didn't feel like writing earlier this week as indicated by my lack of posts. usually i'm a veritable fountain of musings, ramblings, ravings, and whatnot. but not this week. i can't say if it's because my brain has been in holiday/vacation mode, but i haven't had an original thought of late. which is weird for me, as i'm usually a hamster wheel of tidings.

i don't usually have writer's block or even a lack of things to say. it's not that i'm depressed or sick or mopey, as things have turned out better than i could have expected--life with the adorable one is the best life has ever been. truly. i've finally hit my stride at work, get along with everyone, and seem to be moving in the right direction regarding my career.

due to the type 2 diabetes, we're actually eating healthier and losing weight. again, a blessing in disguise. we're also reconnecting with friends that we haven't seen in a long time, mostly due to me being in the rut. but sunny skies seem to be ahead and i'm glad for it.

i think i've been a tad lackluster because i'm still trying to find a suitable hobby (yes, i do lots and lots of reading, which i thoroughly enjoy) to occupy my down time. it seems like we spend an inordinate amount of time running errands, doing chores, etc.--i think i'm suffering from a lack of fun. now, how to remedy that, i'm not quite sure. i can say with certainty that working out at the gym, scribbling in a coloring book, or playing a video game doesn't cut it. so, it's introspective time at princess superstar central.

too bad becoming a celebrity chef or brilliant movie director or gifted equestrian isn't really a hobby. because i would be so down for any of the above.