Narcissism To The Nth Degree

i'm not sure there is anyone on tv that is more narcissistic than jonathan antin on bravo tv's show "blow out." granted, i'm not helping mega-ego by talking about his show that is strangely addictive. it's like a car wreck you can't tear yourself away from. we've watched since season one and what usually cracks us up is all the crying and boo-hooing jonathan does. that and he's so obviously gay but is desperately trying to convince everyone he's straight. he's gone so far to have a girlfriend on the show and now a baby. puhlease. no straight man cries as much as he does. not every day. every episode on tv. it just doesn't happen.

and i'm not saying that gay men cry all the time--they just tend to cry more than straight men. well, how do you know this princess, you are asking. because i'm friends with lots of gay guys, who do get weepy, or at least a heckuva lot weepier than all our straight guy friends. in fact, i've only really seen the adorable one cry once and that's when we lost taylor almost two years ago. and i never, ever thought i would see the rock of my universe break down. but he did. and i think that much more of him because of it.

alright, where was i? oh yay. i've never seen anyone more into themselves. or thinking that hair is all that important. bad news, it's not. it's hair! hair is hair. it can look good. it can look bad. it can be frizzy and frazzled. and gorgeous. and lush. and soft. but in the end, it's hair.

so the best part of this diatribe? i saw a preview for an upcoming show where jonathan goes, "i'm so over myself." if only it were true dude. if only.