What I Want To Say

i took over a year off from writing in this blog, which i really loved. and missed. and there were what seemed like a million times i wanted to write, to get back to the blog. but i didn't. maybe it's because i felt like i was in a dark hole with no chance of ever seeing the sun again.

i should have believed in the adorable one. he's the one who always says, "the one thing you can count on is change. nothing stays the same." and even though there's no one i believe more in the world, it's hard to have faith when you feel like you are going to be in prison until you are 90 with no chance of reprieve. and sadly, that's exactly how i felt. with me, there's no logic, no rationale. i'm just all emotion.

so i still feel like i have a lot to say about the last year. there were lots of good things that happened including fun trips to key west (a favorite place for me, no question), las vegas (my first time!), san diego, and puerto vallarta (delightful), as well as getting to hang out in the company private suite for the garth brooks concert (man, that guy is the pied piper of hamlin), an arena football game, and nascar races.

but there was a lot of tough times. like my hair falling out, requiring steroid injections to my scalp. i don't really know if i want to get into everything, as it's in the past, but i don't believe in stuffing everything under the rug either.

not sure where this leaves me as far as posts, but it's probably fair to say that there will be times that i will revisit memories of the past 12 months. and maybe that's not such a bad thing.