Stacking The Deck

the reality of my situation is that i have to get along with everyone all the time, to be extremely accomodating, client oriented, and pretty much happy and cheerful. which i manage probably 99% of the time. but i've never claimed to play, fight, or think fairly. it's just not in my nature.

so, it always surprises me when i work with people that expect me to stack the deck against myself. okay, unless i've eaten a brain tumor for breakfast that doesn't make any sense. why wouldn't i want to get ahead? i mean if i want a punch to the gut, i've learned to ask for feedback. then it's like having a medicine ball the size of texas thrown at my stomach.

if anything, i'm gonna work it so i come out on top. apparently this is an alien concept to some. to which i say, "boo hoo for you." 'cause i play to win bitches.