I Miss You Grandpa

so i had the weirdest dream this morning and it was actually kind of upsetting and disturbing. i dreamt that they had made a mistake about my grandfather dying and that he was alive. and that would have been okay, but in spending time with him, i realized he was sick and that he wouldn't be alive much longer. and it broke my heart. and all i could, in my dream, was cry and cry and cry. and none of my family could understand why i was so upset.

the worst of it is, i still miss my grandfather. and my grandmothers, who still serve as a daily inspiration. i just wish there was a way to talk with them, just one more time. but i know that wouldn't be enough. i don't wonder any more if you ever forget the people that leave your life. i know better now. and i miss you grandpa. and wish you were still with us.